I’d Wanted To

I’d wanted to love you, I’d wanted to be with you

But, I couldn’t.

And you never asked why?

Sometimes you have to look harder,

everything isn’t what it seems on the cover.

I’d wanted to love you, I’d wanted to be with you

But, I couldn’t.

Do you know why?

Because it was killing me to see you in tears,

It was killing me to see you alone.

So I left, without telling you that,

It hurt so much to leave you.

I couldn’t help but fall apart in fragments,

My heart seemed to be lost in its own chaos.

I’d wanted to love you, I’d wanted to be with you

But, I couldn’t.

I left, even though I knew that you were the only person

that mattered to me.

I left, because I couldn’t bear to see you in pain

when I died.

I miss you and I am sorry.

-Z

 

 

 

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