If I Was A Dumb Girl

If I was a dumb girl,
I wouldn’t be afraid.
If I was a dumb girl,
I wouldn’t be betrayed.

This world would become a game of chess
and my destiny wouldn’t become a mess.
My silence would be threatening
because no one would know it’s meaning.

Dear Worthless One

Dear worthless one,
what a shame you are.
Your presence makes no impact on anyone,
and nor does you absence.

Mirrors can be shattered,
skin can be torn.
Only if she lets it all go,
only if she lets them feel.

Her anger,
will bring kingdoms apart.
Her reign of terror,
will devastate the rest of the world.

Abusive Love

I am in love,
but my heart is afraid.
I am in love,
but I have been betrayed.

Every moment,
I break down because it’s just too much
for me to handle anymore.

This pain
is holding me hostage.
This fear
has made me exhausted.

I try to scream my lungs out,
but it seems as though no one can hear me
in my silent house.

I Am A Conqueror

Maybe I am out-of-place,
but I feel like I belong here.
It’s written on their face,
that I should be anywhere but here.

In my heart, I seek refugee
from all the evils of humanity.
I try my best to flee
but it keeps me together; a hope for amity

It’s Okay

I think I have bad company,
but maybe that’s what I deserve.
For a while they make me feel so special,
and the next moment I feel so unwanted.

I try to hide my pain,
because I am too weak.
Too weak that I cannot speak
so I keep silent and suffer alone.

Family [Short Story (1/2)]

I stand at the entrance of this lonely house as the sinister silence haunts my soul. I see my children laughing, playing and running towards me but they disappear the moment I try to come close to them and stop them from falling. My heart starts pounding loudly and my eyes get filled with worry as I search the house, and turn it upside down, but my children are nowhere to be seen. I hear the sound of my wife calling me out from the backyard and I run to look for her, but when I reach the backyard there is not a soul to be seen. “This can’t be happening. First my children and now my wife too?” I think to myself. I can’t do this anymore, I just can’t. I just hate myself for not being there for them when they needed me and now, it’s just too late… they are all gone.

Eternal Darkness

The anger and hatred never ended,
the envy grew stronger.
One knew no sorrow,
and the other knew no joy.

The elder one’s life was like the sun,
radiating brightness and warmth to all those around him.
Whereas, the younger one’s life was like the moon,
spreading darkness and creating an aura of loneliness.

But the younger one didn’t realize his importance,
he didn’t know that the elder one always reflected his light.
No matter how hard he tried to shine bright and show the world his beauty
He failed, for the world was blind or so she thought.

Just Another Girl

Love is a joke, it is a game
A game I’ve lost over and over again.

I was afraid,
to love you and to ever trust you.
I was afraid,
thinking that you would dissemble me just like the rest.

But, I fell in love with you
thought that our love was sempiternal.

I was a fool,
to think you were the one.
I was a fool,
because you were just like the rest.

All I would do, was sit and brood
wondering what went wrong.

Suicide

“Suicide. The word caught your attention, didn’t it? The truth is suicide catches everyone’s attention. It’s the actions leading to suicide that go unnoticed.”

Good evening everyone! Hope you’re all having a great day. Today I’m going to be writing about Suicide. Suicide is cowardly, but what’s more cowardly is treating people so badly that they want to end their lives.

Having a rough day? Just place your hand over your heart, can you feel it? That’s called purpose. You are alive for a reason so don’t ever give up. Everything will be OK in the end, if its not OK then its not the end.

You Are Not ALONE

His mother’s an alcoholic,

her father’s abusive.

His sister overdosed,

her brother suicided.

His aunt is a criminal,

her uncle is a heavy smoker.

She’s been discriminated on her gender,

he’s been fired because of his race.

Together we are united by our differences,

you are not ALONE.

-Z