The Jester

I went on stage,
to perform the greatest illusion.
I went on stage,
but I was in a mental confusion.

I turned diamonds into dust,
I turned my breath into fire.
Made my audience dazzled,
and made the crowds thunder.

I cut my skin,
and made the wounds disappear.
I lied to my kin,
and yet I, they endear.

Perfect Cage

I live in a perfect little cage,
a beautiful place I called home.
It never grows old wth age
a beautiful place I called home.

It’s majestic in appearance,
but looks can be deceptive.
I’m locked in this cage,
a beautiful place I called home.

I feel suffocated between these walls
I feel trapped by my thoughts
I wish I could fall
To get rid of these thoughts.

My sorrow has no end,
and my joy has no beginning.
This perfect little cage,
might be the end of my age.

Second Chance

Good evening everyone! Hope you all are having a great day. Today I am going to write about second chances. I believe in second chances but the truth is I just don’t think that everyone deserves them if it’s for the same mistake.

If you’re having a bad day know that good memories are our second chance at happiness. In every bad situation, life gives you a second chance to make it right. Some take it, others leave it and most don’t see it.

It’s never too late to apologize for your mistakes. You don’t have to be perfect for someone  to forgive you, you just have to be yourself. Some people may have set very high expectations for you but don’t get them wrong, they just want you to work hard and live up to their expectations. Similarly, don’t have a low self-esteem for yourself instead set high expectations for yourself because it is the key to everything.

If I Was A Dumb Girl

If I was a dumb girl,
I wouldn’t be afraid.
If I was a dumb girl,
I wouldn’t be betrayed.

This world would become a game of chess
and my destiny wouldn’t become a mess.
My silence would be threatening
because no one would know it’s meaning.

Memories

“Cause in the end all you have is memories“

Good afternoon everyone! Hope you are all having a great day. Family is the most important ingredient in this recipe of life and the memories made with them are the ones which we can never forget.

Life may not always be fair to us but never forget the one who stood by your side and encouraged you to do your best because there’s no point of being upset over the loss of the people never valued you.

Family [Short Story (2/2)]

I was left in this skepticism and then suddenly I became conscious of the environment surrounding my wife and it seemed more like a hospital and thats when reality struck me and I noticed the worry filled within my wife’s eyes.

The moment she saw me open my eyes, all the worry from her eyes disappears into an inevitable joy. She says my name and embraces me into a hug. I try hugging her back and asking her what happened and why I am in a hospital but even though the words are just on the tip of my tongue, the immense pain that I feel in my head doesn’t let me do anything.

Family [Short Story (1/2)]

I stand at the entrance of this lonely house as the sinister silence haunts my soul. I see my children laughing, playing and running towards me but they disappear the moment I try to come close to them and stop them from falling. My heart starts pounding loudly and my eyes get filled with worry as I search the house, and turn it upside down, but my children are nowhere to be seen. I hear the sound of my wife calling me out from the backyard and I run to look for her, but when I reach the backyard there is not a soul to be seen. “This can’t be happening. First my children and now my wife too?” I think to myself. I can’t do this anymore, I just can’t. I just hate myself for not being there for them when they needed me and now, it’s just too late… they are all gone.

Wings

If I had wings,
I would fly.
I would smile,
at the beauty this world holds.

If I had wings,
I would raise high above people’s expectations.
I would soar higher and higher,
every passing minute.

If I had wings,
I wouldn’t be afraid.
To express my joy,
or to express my sadness.

Trust Issues

“I’m sorry I have trust issues, but when you give someone everything and they toss it away like nothing, something inside of you breaks.”

Good evening everyone! Hope you’re all having a great day. Ever heard about trust issues? You probably did. Today, I am going to be writing about trust issues.

I have trust issues because people have lying issues. Trust is like a paper, once it’s crumbled it can’t be perfect again. I’m scared. I’m scared because the people I am closest too are the people who I might loose because of my trust issues. These people tell me everything about themselves and they expect me to do the same about myself too, which I don’t. Maybe that’s because people have broken my trust over and over again but mostly because when I tried to talk to someone about myself, they shut me out.

Even though the things i wanted to tell them were just small things, I really wanted to tell them first but they were just too busy… or maybe, I was just not as important to them as they were to me.

Value The Trust That You Have Earned

“The most important things in a relationship is to have faith, trust and honesty.”

Good afternoon everyone! Hope you’re all having a great day. Today I will be writing about faith and expectations. Let’s get one thing clear, faith can exist without expectation, but expectation can’t exist without faith. So this means that faith comes first.

Having faith in people is a good thing, because faith is something that means complete trust or confidence in someone or something whereas expectations are a strong belief that we come up with that something will happen or be the case. Personally, I feel that expectations spoil the reality of a person and make them into something that we want them to be, not what they want to be.

As a high school going girl, people have expectations for me to make studies the most important priority of my life right now. But the thing is that there is a very thin line between having faith and having expectations, so sometimes when people just have faith in you they end up burdening you with their expectation which will just bring you down.