I think I have bad company,
but maybe that’s what I deserve.
For a while they make me feel so special,
and the next moment I feel so unwanted.
I try to hide my pain,
because I am too weak.
Too weak that I cannot speak
so I keep silent and suffer alone.
Love is a joke, it is a game
A game I’ve lost over and over again.
I was afraid,
to love you and to ever trust you.
I was afraid,
thinking that you would dissemble me just like the rest.
But, I fell in love with you
thought that our love was sempiternal.
I was a fool,
to think you were the one.
I was a fool,
because you were just like the rest.
All I would do, was sit and brood
wondering what went wrong.
