Maybe I am out-of-place,
but I feel like I belong here.
It’s written on their face,
that I should be anywhere but here.
In my heart, I seek refugee
from all the evils of humanity.
I try my best to flee
but it keeps me together; a hope for amity Continue reading
I think I have bad company,
but maybe that’s what I deserve.
For a while they make me feel so special,
and the next moment I feel so unwanted.
I try to hide my pain,
because I am too weak.
Too weak that I cannot speak
so I keep silent and suffer alone.
The anger and hatred never ended,
the envy grew stronger.
One knew no sorrow,
and the other knew no joy.
The elder one’s life was like the sun,
radiating brightness and warmth to all those around him.
Whereas, the younger one’s life was like the moon,
spreading darkness and creating an aura of loneliness.
But the younger one didn’t realize his importance,
he didn’t know that the elder one always reflected his light.
No matter how hard he tried to shine bright and show the world his beauty
He failed, for the world was blind or so she thought. Continue reading
Love is a joke, it is a game
A game I’ve lost over and over again.
I was afraid,
to love you and to ever trust you.
I was afraid,
thinking that you would dissemble me just like the rest.
But, I fell in love with you
thought that our love was sempiternal.
I was a fool,
to think you were the one.
I was a fool,
because you were just like the rest.
All I would do, was sit and brood
wondering what went wrong.
“I’m sorry I have trust issues, but when you give someone everything and they toss it away like nothing, something inside of you breaks.”
Good evening everyone! Hope you’re all having a great day. Ever heard about trust issues? You probably did. Today, I am going to be writing about trust issues.
I have trust issues because people have lying issues. Trust is like a paper, once it’s crumbled it can’t be perfect again. I’m scared. I’m scared because the people I am closest too are the people who I might loose because of my trust issues. These people tell me everything about themselves and they expect me to do the same about myself too, which I don’t. Maybe that’s because people have broken my trust over and over again but mostly because when I tried to talk to someone about myself, they shut me out.
Even though the things i wanted to tell them were just small things, I really wanted to tell them first but they were just too busy… or maybe, I was just not as important to them as they were to me. Continue reading
“The most important things in a relationship is to have faith, trust and honesty.”
Good afternoon everyone! Hope you’re all having a great day. Today I will be writing about faith and expectations. Let’s get one thing clear, faith can exist without expectation, but expectation can’t exist without faith. So this means that faith comes first.
Having faith in people is a good thing, because faith is something that means complete trust or confidence in someone or something whereas expectations are a strong belief that we come up with that something will happen or be the case. Personally, I feel that expectations spoil the reality of a person and make them into something that we want them to be, not what they want to be.
As a high school going girl, people have expectations for me to make studies the most important priority of my life right now. But the thing is that there is a very thin line between having faith and having expectations, so sometimes when people just have faith in you they end up burdening you with their expectation which will just bring you down. Continue reading
They had different destinations.
He wanted to soar high above people’s expectations
She wanted to run away, and go back to the place that yearned for her.
They had their differences,
but they never let that come between them.
They didn’t talk everyday,
and rarely got to meet each other.
They had a label on them,
that kept them apart even when they wanted to be together.
Those days passed and turned to months,
the distance between them grew stronger
tearing them apart,
because he never tried and she gave up trying. Continue reading
I live in a perfect little cage,
a beautiful place I called home.
It never grows old wth age
a beautiful place I called home.
It’s majestic in appearance,
but looks can be deceptive.
I’m locked in this cage,
a beautiful place I called home.
I feel suffocated between these walls
I feel trapped by my thoughts
I wish I could fall
To get rid of these thoughts.
My sorrow has no end,
and my joy has no beginning.
This perfect little cage,
might be the end of my age. Continue reading
“If you love someone, set them free. If they come back they’re yours; if they don’t they never were.”
Good Morning everyone! Hope you all are having a great day! So, today I was going through the web reading quotes (If you didn’t know, I love reading quotes) and I came upon the quote “If you love someone, set them free. If they come back they’re yours; if they don’t they never were.” And, I thought should I agree or disagree with this quote?
This quote brings back a great memory… it was about my friends. It was just another morning of February 2017, when two of my friends were having constant conflicts and fights. They were simply unable to clear the misunderstandings between them and for some reason I felt that if I left our trio, then things would become better between them. I thought that if I am not there between them, then they’ll just have each other to talk to so that they can clear the misunderstandings between them. I felt that they were better of without me. So… I let them go and left because I really valued our friendship.
I went and explained everything honestly to them that day but, the situation ended up in all of us being in tears. They became really mad and angry at me wondering why I would make such a selfish and stupid decision.I then realized what a stupid mistake I had made, so I had to ignore them and avoid them that entire day. They tried their best to convince me to change my mind but I didn’t because I felt that maybe this would bring them closer and in a way it did because the next day where ever I went in my school to avoid them they always found me because they cared. Continue reading
For just a little longer,
there was heavy rain
and I was with my friends.
The millions of raindrops didn’t go in vain
because I was with my friends.
We just couldn’t stop laughing,
by the humor of our situation.
We just couldn’t stop playing,
because of the wildness of our imagination.
We splashed and jumped in the puddles,
enjoying each and every moment.
We ran and played and cuddled,
for we knew our friendship, no one could torment. Continue reading
