Eternal Darkness

The anger and hatred never ended,
the envy grew stronger.
One knew no sorrow,
and the other knew no joy.

The elder one’s life was like the sun,
radiating brightness and warmth to all those around him.
Whereas, the younger one’s life was like the moon,
spreading darkness and creating an aura of loneliness.

But the younger one didn’t realize his importance,
he didn’t know that the elder one always reflected his light.
No matter how hard he tried to shine bright and show the world his beauty
He failed, for the world was blind or so she thought. Continue reading

Just Another Girl

Love is a joke, it is a game
A game I’ve lost over and over again.

I was afraid,
to love you and to ever trust you.
I was afraid,
thinking that you would dissemble me just like the rest.

But, I fell in love with you
thought that our love was sempiternal.

I was a fool,
to think you were the one.
I was a fool,
because you were just like the rest.

All I would do, was sit and brood
wondering what went wrong.

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Trust Issues

I’m sorry I have trust issues, but when you give someone everything and they toss it away like nothing, something inside of you breaks.

Good evening everyone! Hope you’re all having a great day. Ever heard about trust issues? You probably did. Today, I am going to be writing about trust issues.

I have trust issues because people have lying issues. Trust is like a paper, once it’s crumbled it can’t be perfect again. I’m scared. I’m scared because the people I am closest too are the people who I might loose because of my trust issues. These people tell me everything about themselves and they expect me to do the same about myself too, which I don’t. Maybe that’s because people have broken my trust over and over again but mostly because when I tried to talk to someone about myself, they shut me out.

Even though the things i wanted to tell them were just small things, I really wanted to tell them first but they were just too busy… or maybe, I was just not as important to them as they were to me. Continue reading

Value The Trust That You Have Earned

The most important things in a relationship is to have faith, trust and honesty.

Good afternoon everyone! Hope you’re all having a great day. Today I will be writing about faith and expectations. Let’s get one thing clear, faith can exist without expectation, but expectation can’t exist without faith. So this means that faith comes first.

Having faith in people is a good thing, because faith is something that means complete trust or confidence in someone or something whereas expectations are a strong belief that we come up with that something will happen or be the case. Personally, I feel that expectations spoil the reality of a person and make them into something that we want them to be, not what they want to be.

As a high school going girl, people have expectations for me to make studies the most important priority of my life right now. But the thing is that there is a very thin line between having faith and having expectations, so sometimes when people just have faith in you they end up burdening you with their expectation which will just bring you down. Continue reading

Are you GOOD or BAD?

Albert Einstein had once said that “Darkness does not exist either. Darkness is in reality  the absence of light.” Good evening everyone! Hope you’re all having a great day.

Each and everyone has good and bad in us but as a human being we can choose what we want to be. For many people the good they have within themselves is locked away, even though these people want to be good, they want to be happy they’re simply just waiting for someone to have patience to break away the walls they’ve built up from the world. These people are waiting for someone who will understand them and care for them even in the darkest days.

You can’t choose to be good or bad by a mistake you made, because its human nature to make mistakes but don’t let these mistakes define who you are because these mistakes have made you what you have become today. Happiness is when you have a positive outlook on life. To be happy, you need to accept people for who they are and not for the perfect picture you’ve painted in your mind for them. You need to have trust and hope, knowing that everything happens for a reason and if something bad has happened it simply means its not the end. Continue reading

Before It’s Too Late

Sometimes it’s hard to face the challenges,
but it’s even harder if your lonely.
It hurts to know that no one cares.

Someday, when you’ll actually understand me,
you’ll realize all the times you were wrong I didn’t say a word,
but when I’m wrong, I just become a laughing stock.

The days I tried to fake a smile, to fake a laugh, to fake that I’m strong
were the days that I’ll always remember, because I realized that
No one can see those tears I’ve been holding back,
no one can see the pain I’ve been through.

Maybe not today, nor tomorrow
but someday I know that someone will understand me…
But I just hope that it won’t be too late. Continue reading